some random song lyrics

chased by ghosts of long past days
dreams and thoughts they make their ways
to the solar system of my mind
making scary memes behind my inner eye
and i can’t sleep
to the morning i lay awake and i weep

my heart gives birth to all that figures
innocent / unallowed triggers
for it‘s still the same
it calles your name

it is a shame that i don‘t mind
cause in my dreams i‘m still behind
the moment that i‘ve always saved inside
making scary memes behind my inner eye
and i can’t sleep
to the morning i lay awake and i weep

my heart gives birth to all that figures
innocent / unallowed triggers
for it‘s still the same
it calles your name

„i love you“ is what she said
and i knew it was a lie
„so do i“ is what i answered
and i don‘t know why…
chemicals spread apart and sparks light up the room – dying flowers on the wall

a crying clown in a tissue commercial
the universe had years for that situation to rehearse
chemicals spread apart and sparks light up the room
dying flowers on the walls

in my dreams there is something i can’t tell
and a noose around my neck
you have met me in a very strange way
between pillows in my bed
so close your eyes and fall apart with me

now the night is over
and i feel
something‘s resting in my bones forever
chemicals spread apart and sparks light up the room
dying flowers on the walls

in my dreams there is something i can’t tell
and a noose around my neck
you have met me in a very strange way
between pillows in my bed
so close your eyes and fall apart with me

as long as i can hold you close
as long as i can tickle your nose
as long as i can get back home
i‘ll show my soul to you

punch me down and hold there
defend my crown of instant fear
i hear you sing that one note song
your thoughts were right
but you were wrong

now the separation‘s done
and impressions you‘ve left are gone
soon as i can get back home to you
i‘ll show my soul to you

cut my heart in two coloured slices
two for you – the other one rises
far and far in unknown spheres
all that‘s left are some tears

look around – don‘t loose target
little thing i‘ll never forget
in my mind there is a shadow
take some water – make some meadow

give me your heart
i‘ll take some care
give me a reason to die for

after all there are minutes left for
things i now regret
from that way to another
i decide not to bother

give me your heart
i‘ll take some care
give me a reason to die for